Friday, July 30, 2004

Last day

officially, today is my last day at soap
i know i'm gonna miss every single thing here
my computer,
my parking space,
lunch at bu jillah,
doing something stupid,
laugh of loud,
discussion anything,
and many other things
but most of all
i'll miss the people
hiks

gonna miss u guys, badly!

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

Supemom

tadi pagi saat ngeblow rambut di kamar
terdengar dari kejauhan suara mamah sedang ngobrol di telephone
tiba-tiba tersadar sesuatu
"mendengar suara mamah aja udah membuat hidup gue berasa tenang"

love you mah, always always!

Monday, July 19, 2004

Not focus? absolutely damn right!

i was talking with iman a few days a go
we only chatted less than an hour
but actually my perception about him changed ever since
he asked me many things
and then he said "you're not focus lia!"
and bang!!! i found my biggest problem this lately...

not focus?
geez, he was damn right!

it sounds ridiculous
a guy who doesn't know me that well (or a stranger?)
can helped me found what i've been looking for
i'm impressed!

Sepatu baru

kenapa semua orang ingin dimengerti?
kenapa bukan dia yg mencoba memahami orang lain?
kenapa bisa berpikir orang akan memakluminya?
egoistis!
manusia produk masa kini

mundur selangkah
coba untuk keluar dari arus liar yang menenggelamkan
lihat dan perhatikan dari sudut pandang berbeda
sekarang, pakai sepatu baru mu itu!

Thursday, July 15, 2004

Numerology

Look what they say about people who born on 20th (that's me!)


No matter what, you will be loved by every one because your ruler is the Moon and every one loves the Moon, huh!! Well, you are a person who daydream a lot. You have very low-self confidence, you need back up for every move in your life. You are very much unpredictable means you do change according to time and circumstances. Selfish and have a very strong sense of musical, artistic talent, and verbal communication. Your attitudes are like the Moon comes to Gloom and fade away so everybody can expect changes in you. You can be a next Mahatma Gandhi who is peace loving or you can be a Hitler who wants to destroy the mankind and peace. I mean in the community and your own home. If you really have a deep thought about your own, believe in God, you can feel the difference which will make you stronger! Most of the time your words are a kind of would be happening. True! You can predict the situation. You will become poets, writers, or any artistic business people! You are not strong in love, so you will be there and here till you get marry. If you are a girl, you will be a responsible woman in the whole family. If you are a man, you will involve in fights and arguments in the family or vice-versa. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad vision, a power behind the scenes, well balanced people!!!
The next Mahatma Gandhi or Hitler? so so true! hahahahaha........

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Sempatkah?

sekedar renungan...

ketika seseorang memilih pasangan hidup
pernahkah terlintas di kepalanya
ketika pilihannya itu suatu saat mungkin
terkapar di tempat tidur rumah sakit akibat kemotherapy
atau di PHK di usia 48 tahun
atau tertipu ratusan juta oleh rekan bisnisnya
atau ketidakberuntungan lainnya?

sempatkah terlintas sesaat, sejenak, sejentik?

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

Dua mata bernama jujur

on the way to bu jilah pas makan siang,

Lia: "kadang elo suka terlalu jujur lagi mat"
Matthew: "emang salah ya kalau jujur?"
Mas Ully: "ah..orang indonesia aja yang gak bisa menerima pernyataan jujur"

Monday, July 12, 2004

Dying

i'm dying
dying to reach a conclusion



*Dying by Five For Fighting

Morning sunshine

"selamat pagi!"
sapaan gue tiap pagi sambil senyam-senyum
*i'll miss that daily morning at the office

My reminder

beep..beep...

he gave me a message
another reminder to encourage me

god send him as my guardian angel
maybe..

but noooo..
i don't ting tong!

he only try to be arif

Saturday, July 10, 2004

Tik tok tik tok...

still waiting...
got no answer yet
damn! hate this situation

Done with you

ok. i'm done.
i choose to stop and move on.
still can't believe it happen once again
*hahahaha....
and still, can't understand..
but hey, that's life
there's something stay unsolved
and have no answer
but i know
there's a reason
i do believe
.....